on. The car smells nice. Like pizza and Lucasâs cologne. âBut what about what Mrs. Green said?â
âNatalie, how much did you drink tonight?â
Damn. âItâs not the alcohol. I wasnât drinking when I saw the person behind the curtains a few days ago.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
I sigh. Part of me feels like I can talk to Lucas. Because he was at Winter Oaks, too, and like it or not, thereâs got to be some sort of psych patient bond. But the other part of me says no, Iâm not sick anymore. And I donât want Lucas to think of me that way. Donât mention the hospital, Nat. Donât mention the antipsychotics.
âOn the day of the auditions, I saw something behind the stage. I thought it was a person, but it disappeared into thin air. Mrs. Green told Colton the place is haunted, so I thought I might have seen the ghost.â
âHave you seen this ghost again?â
I shake my head. âBut tonight I could feel something on that stage with us. Could you feel anything strange? Did the hair on the back of your neck stand up?â
âNot really. But then again, Iâm not always an observant person.â Heâs frowning again as he turns onto my street.
I canât believe he remembers my address from the pizza delivery last week. Maybe heâs noticed me after all?
âNatalie, does your brother know youâre seeing ghosts? Have you told your parents?â
Lucas thinks Iâm hallucinating. The warm fluttery feeling in my chest suddenly turns cold and hard.
âNo, because I know what theyâll think. And I donât want them worrying. Theyâll pull me out of the play, and I canât stay cooped up in this house all summer.â Heâs parked behind my dadâs car on the side of the street. âBesides, David does know. And he believes me.â
I donât mean for that to sound hurtful or accusing, but somehow it makes Lucas sigh. I wait for him to say something like, âI believe you, too, Natalie,â or possibly, âIâm madly in love with you, Natalie,â but of course he doesnât. Because that would be ridiculous. So I open the door and get out.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see him reach for me. But then he pulls his arm back and itâs too late. âSee you tomorrow,â he says, putting both hands back on the steering wheel. âTake care.â
âThanks for the ride home,â I whisper, wishing I hadnât been so quick to hop out. Wishing the ride had lasted a little bit longer. Even when heâs accusing me of hallucinating and being a lunatic, Lucas is really a nice guy.
Who deserves a nice, sane girl. One without issues. I have to keep reminding myself of that. âSee you,â I say.
He waits until I unlock our front door before driving off. I walk inside to find Iâm in the middle of an onslaught. Grandma has literally backed herself into a corner in the living room and is screaming at my mom for stealing her notebooks.
âWhat have you done with them?â she shrieks. Lord, the neighbors can probably hear her. âYou think youâre so smart, stealing all of my thoughts. You think if you turn them in to the police theyâll put me in prison and youâll be rid of me.â
âJudith,â my mom begs, in a totally non-confrontational way, âI didnât take your notebooks. Iâm not giving anything to the police.â
âYou want this house all to yourself, but that will never happen. Iâm never going to die, sweetheart.â
The way Grandma calls my mother âsweetheartâ sounds malicious. Mom sees me in the foyer and tries to distract Grandma. But Iâm drawn into the drama anyway.
âYouâre on her side, too,â Grandma says accusingly when she sees me. âYou think sheâll take care of you when you lose your mind? Ha!â
Mom looks like sheâs about to
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