into the dark Georgia night, enough so that the whole front of the restaurant is eerily illuminated. I venture up and try the door. Itâs locked, but the windows, low and already half broken, would be easy enough to push out in case I decide to enter in the morning. Thanks to the combined costs of the gas and the milkshake and the dog, Iâm going to have to spend the night in the carâthatâs a given. Mama obviously slept in this car once, and maybe she even slept right here, in front of the Juicy Lucy, in this same passenger seat thatâs still half cranked down. I consider driving farther up the road and parking under one of the streetlights near the strip clubs, which may or may not be safer, and which definitely ups the chance some cop will notice the car. Thereâs no explanation for why Iâm driving a vehicle that is more than three decades overdue for inspection and has no registration card in the glove compartment. I know because I checked. Justseeing the car in the name Elvis Presley would have answered a lot of questionsâand raised as many more, I guessâbut having a fancy old car with no registration at all would surely cause the cops to haul me in. And, awful as Freight Road is, I bet itâs a lot better than the Macon jail.
The other option is to stay right here, parked in front of the Juicy Lucy. A place where Iâm less likely to be found by a cop and more likely to be found by some sort of slasher-movie boogeyman. I donât want to be murdered any more than I want to be arrested.
âAre you going to protect me?â I say to Lucy, who is crunching kibble right out of the bag. Iâve got to break him of this snackingâthat sack of dog food has got to last us to Memphis and back, but for now all I can seem to do is crank down the seat a few degrees and finish the last of the Stellas, warm as it is. A milkshake and a protein bar and two beers hardly constitute a proper dayâs sustenance, and I know Iâll wake up hungry and have to spend more money on breakfast. I look over at Bradleyâs waders, which are still strapped in the passenger seat, even though theyâve been knocked all askew by the dog. I unstrap them and put the soles against the passenger side glass, facing down, in hopes that any murderer who comes knocking might logically deduce that thereâs a big man doing his private business in this car. A man so big that nobody in their right mind would want to mess with him.
And then we settle down, me in the driverâs seat and the dog in the back and Bradleyâs boots up against the glass. The seats go almost totally flat and are deep and cushioned. This is a car that was meant to sleep in, I think. Or have sex in, or escapein. And despite everything, despite all the events of this bewildering day, I feel myself drifting off almost at once. My last thought before I go under is that I think I can smell honey on the seats. Not the person, but the actual stuff, rich and sweet, the kind of honest honey that comes straight from the bees, with ragged walls of comb half floating in the jar. The kind of honey you dribble over warm biscuits on Sunday morning, before your grandmother takes you to church.
And then, with the next breath, Iâm asleep.
When I awaken, thereâs a man staring down at me from outside the car. Heâs tall, or maybe he just looks tall because heâs standing and Iâm lying flat. I struggle up, waking Lucy as I thrash, and roll down the window.
âWho are you?â he says. âAnd what the hell are you doing here?â
âWho are you?â I say back. âAnd what are you doing here?â For once in my life Iâm not trying to sass anybody. Theyâre two honest questions. Iâm still half asleep.
âI own the land youâre parked on,â he says, the sort of information that partly explains things, but not really. The clock on the dashboard isnât
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