watched high schools for a living, didnât they? Theyâd have followed the case as a matter of professional interest.
âHey. You okay?â
There was a tall girl standing next to me, frowning at me solicitously. I hadnât even heard her mount the porch steps. She had loose brown hair. She wore a manâs white dress shirt open over a tight T-shirt. Baggy old jeans. Boots. Lipstick. Impartially speaking, and even in my current state, she was enough to make your mouth go dry.
Raina Doumeng. The artist who lived on the first floor; the one with the empty living room.
Somehow I managed to straighten up, and in the process I dropped the CD again. Raina caught it one-handed; looked at it. âOh, yeah,â she said. âWhat a nightmare. No wonder you look sick.â She smiled and put out her hand, introduced herself. âI feel for you, really I do. I did all that two years ago. Iâm at Tufts now, their joint program with the museum school.â She said it like I was supposed to know what museum she meant.
âDavid,â I said. I didnât include my last name. I couldnât, just then. She was so beautiful and she was smiling. âI live upstairs.â We shook hands. Hers was callused. I fumbled for something else to say. I didnât want her to go in, to go away. I didnât want to be alone, even though it was better that way. âUhâwhy donât you live on campus?â
âOh, I need room. To paint, for one thing. Plus, I like privacy.â She was examining my face, feature by feature. I knew she knew. I knew she was thinking about Emily. Thinking:
This is a killer
.
She said: âHey, you got a Star Market card?â
âWhat?â I pulled myself together. âUh, yeah.â I did have a grocery card. You used it at the checkout and got discounts.
Raina extracted a blue card from her wallet. She held it out and, confused, I took it. ALAN BAWDEN , said the name on the card. She looked at me expectantly. âWell?â she said. âGive me yours.â
My card said DAVID YAFFE . Uncertainly, I handed it over.
âUnbelievable. This oneâs really yours!â She shook her head. âListen, start swapping, okay? The marketing people use these things to track our spending patterns. But if you swap, you thwart âem. I trade at least once a week.â
She seemed entirely earnest. She had already pocketed my card. I had a fleeting moment of suspicion ⦠but what would the tabloids want with my supermarket card? âHow do you trade?â I asked. âDo you just walk up to strangers and ask them?â
âYeah.â She smiled. âLike I just did.â
Slowly, I put the ALAN BAWDEN card away. I was unable to find anything else to say. I looked at her. She looked back at me.
And then she seemed to come to some decision. âWant to come in for some tea? Iâll tell you how to get through the college application stuff. Youâll benefit from my mistakes.â
I didnât think I would, but that hardly mattered. I couldnât understand why any girl would invite me anywhere. Any
sane
girl, that is. Maybe she really didnât recognize me; maybe that careful examination of my face was just the kind of thing artists did. I opened my mouth to say no. âYeah,â I said. âOkay.â
Iâd been wrong; her living room was not completely empty. There was simply no
furniture
in it. Instead, the two main walls were occupied by large canvases on which paintingsâhuge, colorful facesâwere in progress. One short and one tall stepladder stood open in the middle of the room. The dining room was in exactly the same state, except it held three paintings and no ladders. The faces in the paintings were all different and yet they were not.
I stopped to look for a long time at one of them, a woman with calm opaque eyes and gaunt green cheeks.
âDo you just paint portraits?â I
Jaime Clevenger
Elle Bright
Louis Trimble
Joan Smith
Vivian Arend
Jerusha Jones
Viola Grace
Dana Corbit
Terri Grace
Mark Blake