man with the rubber band. Then he looked me over again and sighed. âSay again?â
âIâm a sociologist,â I explained. âIâm doing a study of sex work in New York, and how people make money in clubs.â
The man with the calculator laughed. The man with the rubber band shook his head. âWhat is it with you people?â He turned to his partner. âMust be, what, the fourth guy wants to study us? This year?â
âSounds about right,â the other one said.
âLook, a little advice,â the man with the calculator said. âNone of these girls want your free condoms and nobody needs an AIDS test. Why donât you go looking for people under bridges or somewhere who really need the fucking help?â
Clearly, he was a bit shaky on the concept of sociology. âIâm not a social worker,â I said.
âYou donât want to help?â said the man with the rubber band.
âWhy donât you want to help?â said the woman in lingerie.
All three pairs of eyes focused on me.
This always seems to confuse people. I think what I do is ultimately helpful, that gathering good information will help destroy stereotypes about the poor and lead to a more accurate diagnosis of our societyâs problems. But I also believe that in order to gather that information accurately, I have to put aside emotions like pity or affection. âI think itâs important just to know what people do for a living,â I said. âTo
really
know. How much they make, how hard it is, why they do it, who they are, things like that. Then other people take all that data and decide what to do about it.â
âHow hard is it?â the woman in lingerie repeated. âItâs hard, baby! Iâll fill your ear with that.â
The man with the calculator turned his palms up. âYo, sweetheart.â
She went silent, looking away.
Turning back in my direction, the man leaned forward in a way that said he was ready to sum up our encounter. âLook, I canât have you around here. I donât really understand what youâre up to and I really donât have the time. So Iâm going to ask that you leave. Iâm assuming you wonât be back here, right?â
âWell, what if I just talk with her?â I blurted out. âJust one conversation. Thatâs it, and then Iâm out of here.â
âWhy not?â the woman said. âItâll be fun.â
âOkay. Fine. I donât run your life. But not here. You can meet him outside.â
âThank you,â I said, appreciatively. âLet me write down my name and number for you. Iâm legit. I donât want any trouble, really.â
âJust get the fuck out of my office.â
I rose, said a polite good-bye, and made my way through the dimly lit hallway and out onto the street, excited about the chance to interview the aspiring dancer. She would be my first shot at gaining a foothold in this intriguing economic sector.
I waited outside the club for two hours. She never showed up.
I tried to contain my disappointment. Years can go by before a researcher is fully accepted into any sort of group, especially one in which criminal subcultures are lurking, but the clock was ticking at Columbia. I had to research and publish enough material to make a case for tenure before too much more time passed. The strip clubsâlegal establishments where illegal activity occurredâwere the perfect solution. I could try upscale bars or nightclubs, but the challenges would probably be the same. The Urban Justice Center was helpful, but they were overwhelmed providing services to sex workers and didnât have time to make introductions for me.What I needed was a guide, a Virgil who could teach me and vouch for me. I needed a
broker.
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