opinion. Did it not occur to you, Madge, to consult me before making sweeping alterations in my house?â
âIs it your house, Arthurâor our house? Of course I oughtnât to have done it on my own, but I had to take a risk! I had the feeling that everything in the house was practically as it had been when your parents married.â
âIt was indeed! But what was wrong with it?â
âWe have to give ourselves every chance, Arthurâor we shall be slipping back into the old ways.â
The last words rendered him speechless. Slipping back into the old ways was precisely what he desired. He could find no means of making her understand. They were in the dining-room. He strode to the sideboard. The tantalus was still there. He took out the whisky decanterânearly dropped it when she spoke.
âNot whisky for me,â said Madge. âGin and orange, please.â
That was another shock. Never before had she taken a drink in the home, except during a party, when she would make a glass of sherry last the whole time. He hesitated, then began to mix the gin. She had turned herself into a different kind of woman and intended to stay so. He was not angry now, only afraid.
âLetâs drink to our future, Arthur.â
âTo our future!â And what sort of future? She no longer interpreted his wishes as her dutiesâshe was compelling him to accept some give-and-take principle of her own. She expected her tastes to be consulted equally with his, and she demanded that he should woo her afresh for every caress.
With a sense of discovery he remembered how he had sat alone in the drawing-room that night, wondering whether she had ârun round to Dalehurst with that wretched book.â Until he had removed the doubt, there would be nothing for it but abject surrender.
âIâm afraid Iâve been a bit bearish over the decorations, darling. Sorry! Come and show me everything, and Iâll tell you how much I like it all.â
She was sweetness itself whenever he made an effort to please herâbut the effort had to be successful! Not that she required to be pleased all the timeâshe was as ready to give as to take. It emerged, however, that the month of madness at the Savoy, shorn of its expensive indulgence, was to be the blueprint for their married life. A kind of marriage which he had never contemplated and did not want.
Most evenings, in the train, he would decide to put his foot down. But when he got out of the trainâyou could just see the gables of Dalehurst from the arrival platformâother considerations would arise. So he would say nothing when he found a cocktail party in progress at homeânor when Madge was absent, at some one elseâs partyânor when she said she was sorry but she could never understand stories about business deals.
In June, five months after the Savoy holiday, he contrived to meet Gershaw as if by chance, when the latter was leaving his office for lunch, and enticed him to a drink.
âMadge seems to have got over her bereavement, but the fact is she has had a partial lapse of memory.â He brought in an anonymous psychiatrist. âNow, I do remember that she went out after dinner saying that she had a message for Mrs. Gershaw from the vicar and she must go in person, because your telephone was out of order. Can you possibly tell me, old man, how long she was with you?â
â Phew ! Thatâs a bit of a contract. My wife let her inâI was in the drawing-room, with the door open. I heard them chattering away in the hall and presently I butted in to ask your wife to have a drink, but she said she couldnât stay. I didnât notice the time. Call it three minutesâfive, if you like. Best I can do! But I can tell you definitely sheâs wrong about our telephone. It was on the telephone that we heard that night about theâabout Mrs. Blagrove.â
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