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learning.” Nerves and doubt slip their way into my secret bubble I’ve put myself in as I pretend to be someone else.
    “I know you are and believe me, that’s what I like about you.”
    I look into his crystal blue eyes, hopeful, “You like me, Sir?”
    “I do. And I want to play. May I take you into a scene? Are you ready?”
    “I am, Sir.”
    “I want you to be comfortable, do you want Baubo to join us tonight?”
    My eyes open widely, looking to the side, completely forgetting Becca was standing next to us this entire time, watching our interaction with a huge smile on her face.
    I look from her back to him, “I’ve never been with a girl. I would like that but maybe not tonight. I’d like to experience each new thing on its own before I put everything together. But… I would feel safer if she was near. Maybe, watching us?”
    “Sounds good to me!” Becca jumps up and down not trying for one second to hide her excitement.
    I shake my head with a small smile on my face as I look back to Eros who is reaching out his hand to me, “Well, please, follow me my sweet Eurydice.”
    I place my arm in the nook of his elbow and follow him as we enter the room where everyone is gathered. The place is more open than when I was here last Saturday and the rooms are equipped with more, I’d like to say furniture, but it’s not really what it is. Well, unless you call spanking benches, a flat table top with polls on either side or a big X with places for your hands and feet to tie to the structure. Thankfully, there is still a bed so at least I know there is something I’ve done before in here, even if it is a boring bed.
    As we cross the room, a woman walks in front of us, stopping to talk to Eros. She tilts her head to the side with a slight smirk on her face as she states clearly, “Already wanting to scene? But she just got here. Are you looking for two submissives tonight my Eros?”
    It’s not lost on me the way she says my and I wonder who this woman is, or maybe I should be wondering, what she is to him?
    Eros looks at me then back to the woman. She’s tall and thin and from everything I can see, very well manicured. Her long, brown hair flows down her back with a few strands pulled forward and falling over her shoulder.
    Before I can say anything, Eros replies, “Thank you my dear but Eurydice here is new, so I think we’ll keep to just the two of us tonight.”
    She looks at me and, even though I can’t see her eyes through her mask, I can feel the death stare she’s giving before she changes it to a slight smile, saying, “No worries, have fun tonight you two,” and walks away.
    We walk to the corner where a smaller area is set up. No one is currently using the space and he claims it before anyone else can.
    Becca kisses me on my cheek, whispering, “Enjoy, I’ll be right here if you need me,” before she leaves us to sit on the couch in front of our scene.
    I watch as she walks away and Eros grabs my chin, turning my focus back to him. “Tell me your safewords, Eurydice.”
    “Yellow for I’m close to the edge and Nick for stop immediately,” I say with no emotion.
    “Nick? Why is a man’s name your safeword?”
    “I’d rather not say, Sir, if that’s ok with you?”
    “What if Nick is my real name?”
    I tense, never thinking of the possibility. I chose it because I truly never want to have to pull a safeword, and I never want to have to say his name either, so I felt it fit for my needs.
    The thought of it possibly being his real name hits me like a stab to the heart and he must have noticed.
    “Don’t worry. It’s not. Good to know that it affects you the way it does though. Don’t worry. I won’t ask again and I promise to not have you say it either.”
    “Thank you, Sir.”
    “Now, go lean on your knees for me by the bed while I prepare our scene and gather your paperwork so I can learn your soft and hard limits.”
    I look down, whispering, “Yes, Sir,” as I walk to the