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clutched the letter to my chest. I
couldn’t believe it. Not only was I definitely going to college, but I had options .
The word reverberated in my soul. Options! That’s why I had studied so hard in
the first place, wasn’t it? So that I would have options?!
Surely, that’s the most Carol and Dawn ever could’ve wanted for
me, and now their wish had come true. Maybe they hadn’t fucked up so bad after
all. Maybe neither had I. It felt like my future- everything- was all going to
work out after all.
I was so excited I couldn’t move.
Which was okay because I didn’t feel like telling anyone just
yet. I wanted it to be my happy secret for a few minutes. I rolled over onto my
stomach and unfolded the other papers. There was one about dorm selection and one
about meal plan selection. Which I planned to study carefully when I calmed
down.
There was even one about freshman orientation that made me roll
my eyes. Cause I knew the drill. Finally, there was a formal letter from the
lacrosse coach explaining what I would be a part of if I said “yes.”
I mumbled yes to myself the entire time I was reading the
material. I could already see myself in the white and green uniform. I could
imagine grabbing a quick dinner in the busy cafeteria after practice with my
teammates before returning to my perfectly decorated dorm room to study
something fascinating. I could picture myself getting dressed up for class and
holding my notes to my chest while I walked across the campus.
Then I got scared.
Because it was far away and I wouldn’t know anybody. I would
have to start over with nothing but a clean slate.
But I could tell by the way my insides were spinning that it was
a good kind of scared. The first good kind of scared I’d felt in a long time.
And I had no idea whether or not I could do it. All I knew was
that there was only one way to find out.
Chapter
14: Dawn
Lover #5:
The Less Experienced Lover
It is inevitable in any sexually active woman’s life that she
will come across someone who has less experience than she does. And while she
might not have the opportunity to learn new things in this situation, being the
more experienced lover is still a position of great responsibility.
I took a guy’s virginity once. He was an old friend and a
colleague, and after a few drinks one thing led to another. He was also an
athlete and in excellent shape. So I let him do most of the work, though I like
to think I made it worth his while.
The rug burns on his knees the next day were the stuff of
legend, or at least, the stuff of a pretty amusing inside joke between the two
of us.
Obviously, a woman with my extensive experience has had the
upper hand on more than one occasion. However, in times like these, it is
important to consider what it’s like to be the more nervous party and make the
other person comfortable.
For example, fast and furious isn’t an appropriate sexual
setting in this case. Plus, chances are that the other person will remember
every last detail more vividly and for much longer than you will. So take your
time. Make it special for them. Maybe even try and teach them something new
like your previous sexual partners so kindly did with you.
But I’d also like to include a warning here. Not all men enjoy
sex recreationally. In order to be a sexually responsible woman, you must not
use your powers for evil.
For example, you will only regret seducing someone who has strong
feelings for you that you can’t reciprocate. It’s wrong to lead people on and
give them false hope whether the circumstances are sexual or otherwise. Most
women I’ve known who have close male friends have at least two that would sleep
with them given the chance. And not only would they sleep with them, but these
friends often harbor feelings that go way beyond that.
And just like you wouldn’t want someone to play around with your
feelings and use you as a means to an end, don’t do it to others. Mutual play
is fine.
couldn’t believe it. Not only was I definitely going to college, but I had options .
The word reverberated in my soul. Options! That’s why I had studied so hard in
the first place, wasn’t it? So that I would have options?!
Surely, that’s the most Carol and Dawn ever could’ve wanted for
me, and now their wish had come true. Maybe they hadn’t fucked up so bad after
all. Maybe neither had I. It felt like my future- everything- was all going to
work out after all.
I was so excited I couldn’t move.
Which was okay because I didn’t feel like telling anyone just
yet. I wanted it to be my happy secret for a few minutes. I rolled over onto my
stomach and unfolded the other papers. There was one about dorm selection and one
about meal plan selection. Which I planned to study carefully when I calmed
down.
There was even one about freshman orientation that made me roll
my eyes. Cause I knew the drill. Finally, there was a formal letter from the
lacrosse coach explaining what I would be a part of if I said “yes.”
I mumbled yes to myself the entire time I was reading the
material. I could already see myself in the white and green uniform. I could
imagine grabbing a quick dinner in the busy cafeteria after practice with my
teammates before returning to my perfectly decorated dorm room to study
something fascinating. I could picture myself getting dressed up for class and
holding my notes to my chest while I walked across the campus.
Then I got scared.
Because it was far away and I wouldn’t know anybody. I would
have to start over with nothing but a clean slate.
But I could tell by the way my insides were spinning that it was
a good kind of scared. The first good kind of scared I’d felt in a long time.
And I had no idea whether or not I could do it. All I knew was
that there was only one way to find out.
Chapter
14: Dawn
Lover #5:
The Less Experienced Lover
It is inevitable in any sexually active woman’s life that she
will come across someone who has less experience than she does. And while she
might not have the opportunity to learn new things in this situation, being the
more experienced lover is still a position of great responsibility.
I took a guy’s virginity once. He was an old friend and a
colleague, and after a few drinks one thing led to another. He was also an
athlete and in excellent shape. So I let him do most of the work, though I like
to think I made it worth his while.
The rug burns on his knees the next day were the stuff of
legend, or at least, the stuff of a pretty amusing inside joke between the two
of us.
Obviously, a woman with my extensive experience has had the
upper hand on more than one occasion. However, in times like these, it is
important to consider what it’s like to be the more nervous party and make the
other person comfortable.
For example, fast and furious isn’t an appropriate sexual
setting in this case. Plus, chances are that the other person will remember
every last detail more vividly and for much longer than you will. So take your
time. Make it special for them. Maybe even try and teach them something new
like your previous sexual partners so kindly did with you.
But I’d also like to include a warning here. Not all men enjoy
sex recreationally. In order to be a sexually responsible woman, you must not
use your powers for evil.
For example, you will only regret seducing someone who has strong
feelings for you that you can’t reciprocate. It’s wrong to lead people on and
give them false hope whether the circumstances are sexual or otherwise. Most
women I’ve known who have close male friends have at least two that would sleep
with them given the chance. And not only would they sleep with them, but these
friends often harbor feelings that go way beyond that.
And just like you wouldn’t want someone to play around with your
feelings and use you as a means to an end, don’t do it to others. Mutual play
is fine.
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