silently. I felt huge and awkward and very cramped in the old padded elevator, until I realized I was still clutching the skirt to my knees. I relaxed a bit after that. Mr. Saxe straightened his tie as the door opened and gave me a final inspection and nod of approval just before we entered the office of Mr. Stanley Quinn, Chairman of BRACâBusiness/Rehabilitation Alliance Corp.
Mr. Saxe unbuttoned his coat. The vest under it fit him snugly, but there wasnât an ounce of fat on him. With my file open on his lap, Mr. Saxe told Stanley Quinn everythingâabout my mother, about my non-father, about Hackey, why I was hiding from him, and so forth.
Quinn finally looked my way. He started at the top of my head and his eyes ran steadily down to my toes, as if he were an airport scanner. I had an urge to stand up and spin around, to confuse his eyeballs on their steady path downward. He said, in a voice I can only describe as nasty, âAre you willing to work your buns off, miss?â
What could I say, after Mr. Saxe had just read the man my sordid history? Up to that point I hadnât realized how bad my life sounded.
Mr. Saxe jumped in with his assurances. âIndeed she is willing to work hard. Greta is very industrious. She did all the baking for the Open House at her ⦠house.â
Mr. Quinnâs eyebrow raised at the word.
âHer group home, that is. Where sheâs living now.â It was funny, but I had to look serious. After all, this was some sort of Job Interview.
âWell, miss?â Quinn was making me more and more nauseated. His front teeth were flecked with brown cigar meat.
âYes, sir,â I said, as meekly as I was able. âIâm willing to work very hard.â
âGood.â Quinnâs brown smile widened. Hating him felt so good, so therapeutic; not poisonous, like hating Hackey. I felt stronger all at once, like Iâd grown to be his worthy adversary.
âOut at Candlestick Park,â he was saying, âthe Giantsâ baseball stadium, in case you didnât know, they need a pair of strong legs and strong arms to sell peanuts in the stands. You gotta carry this heavy wood box around your neck, youâve seen âem. Itâs tough work.â He scanned me again, lingering here and there. âYou look sturdy. It doesnât pay much. Minimum wage, thatâs it. But you get to see all the baseball you can stand. Are you game?â
I didnât like baseball. âWhen do I start?â I asked, staring defiantly at Quinn. I would learn to love baseball, just to spite him. Iâd sell peanuts at the World Series, if I had to. Why stop there? Iâd coach a Little League team.
âYou see? I told you Ms. Janssen was a highly motivated individual,â Mr. Saxe said proudly, as though I were his trained seal. âSheâs well on her way to resolving her interpersonal conflicts, Mr. Quinn. A job like this is just what she needs to make the rehabilitation process complete and total.â I wondered how Mr. Saxe could grovel like that. He was practically kissing Quinnâs feet. âMs. Janssen will make an excellent adjustment, with your generous help.â
Quinn clearly liked a man to crawl. He muttered, âI donât accept failure.â
âYou can count on Ms. Janssen.â
They went on speaking as if I werenât there. Quinn said, âCan she start Monday, June 18?â
âOf course she can. She has a little transportation problem to work out, but weâll take care of it.â
âFive oâclock, sharp.â
âOn the dot.â
I rose, like a robot on command, but I wasnât programmed to smile at Quinn. I just glared at him and decided Iâd never show up for work at Candlestick Park. And just as quickly as I decided I wouldnât, I knew I would.
There was something about that elevator that killed friendly conversation. We were silent going down, too, except
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