says. She smiles, waves, and leaves.
Being close to other people isnât always easy, but itâs worth it.
Vacation. I need a vacation. All of this dealing with feelings. Working. Living with thirteen other people in the same small area. Being helpful. Iâm wiped out. If Iâve got to finish off one more lanyard, Iâm going to scream. Swimming. Hiking. Working on the camp paper. Cookouts. Getting ready for the talent show. Trying to keep the kids from killing Ginger when Iâm not sure that I really want to stop them. Thinking of ways to try to reach her even though Iâm afraid to try because sheâll be mean. Sheâs only ten, but she can be deadly. At night Iâm so exhausted itâs hard to fall asleep. The kids giggle. Corrine snores. I stay awake waiting for the sound of rushing mice feet and the swoosh of bat wings. Iâd almost like to go off someplace alone and sleep my time off away.
But Iâm going to Woodstock with Ted. Heâs managed it so that weâve gotten the time off together, and heâs even arranged to borrow a car. A date with Ted, the use of the car. I wish everyone back home could see me now.
Corrine walks in while Iâm getting ready. âMarcy, why are
all
of your clothes on your bed? Are youplanning on running away and canât decide on the proper wardrobe for your flight? Please donât desert me.â
I grin. âI canât decide what to wear.â
âItâs Woodstock. Denim,â Corrine says. âWear blue jeans or something like that. Youâre not going to a prom.â
âIâve spent the entire time up here in blue jeans,â I say. âI want to wear something different. After all, itâs my day off.â
âYou just want to show Ted how pretty your legs are,â Corrine teases.
Janie runs in. âWould one of you please remind the powers that be around here that Iâm going to take the next bus back to New York City if they donât stop bugging me about learning to swim. If I were meant to be in water, Iâd have been born with gills.â
Corrine says, âMarcy, itâs your time off. Iâll handle this,â and she takes Janie outside.
I think about going to Woodstock. For years Iâve heard about it and I saw the film about the rock festival, which wasnât even held there. Iâve always wanted to go. Itâs supposed to be this special place for the arts, for all different kinds of people. And now Iâmgoing . . .and with Ted. Iâm so excited that my stomach hurts.
I decide on my denim wraparound skirt, a light blue blouse, panty hose.
I grab my purse and walk out of the cabin.
âStockings.â Corrine raises an eyebrow.
Janie looks at me. âYou look nice. Big day off, huh? Bet youâre going out with Ted. Be good. And if you canât be good, be careful. . . .â
I canât believe she said that. When I was her age, I knew nothing. As a matter of fact I still donât know much.
Risa and Linda come running up to us. âDid you see Nick? Did you? Did you?â
We shake our heads.
Theyâre all out of breath.
We assigned them the job of camp gossip columnists, and they take their jobs very seriously. Only they spread the word before itâs printed.
âSome of the kids bet Nick he didnât have enough nerve to shave his head. Now theyâve got to pay up.â
âYou mean Nick, the counselor, or Nick, the kid in bunk nine?â Janie wants to know.
âThe bunk nine Nick.â
The bunk nine Nick is coming up the hill, surroundedby a bunch of kids. Only now heâs the bald bunk nine Nick.
âI only hope his parents arenât coming up on Visitorsâ Day,â Corrine sighs.
I look at my watch. âIâll see you all later. Iâve got to go.â
Iâm glad everyoneâs paying attention to Nick. Now I can make a fast getaway without any
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