of the vehicle. The doorâs open but the interior light is off. Jasonâs lounging on the seat, feet on the dash, eyes closed. Is he asleep? With those butterflies turning into huge-winged beasts flapping frantically in my stomach, I move forwards until Iâm touching the edge of the doorway, a hand span away from him. I donât know what to do. Should I say something? Clear my throat? Sniff? Jump on him? He doesnât help my decision because he doesnât move. He must know Iâm here. âHey,â I say softly. Such a stimulating conversationalist Iâm turning out to be. He opens his eyes, lifts a hand and curls his fingers around mine as they grasp the doorway. âWhatâre you doing here?â Iâm not prepared for that question. I purse my lips while I think of an answer. Thereâs no sane answer to give. So I give an honest one. âI dunno but I didnât want to stay away.â He stares at me for the longest time. I canât move. Blood pounds in my ears. âWhy?â His questionâs a growl as he sits upwards. His hand pulls mine towards him but a squeal close by stops us moving. Not again. I could scream. I move away from him to the front of the vehicle. It seems like the whole group has decided to visit. From the darkness they all traipse in. âMac, I didnât know you could move so fast.â Harryâs dry humour has everyone laughing. I hope they donât realise I was here ahead of them. âJason, we want some music. Party music. I know youâve got some.â Fiona throws open the passenger side door, flicks on the interior light and scrolls through radio stations until she finds one suitable. Itâs like sheâs marking her territory and my hackles rise. I donât move to attack her but I donât slink away either. I try to read Jasonâs expression but I canât be sure I understand it. A frown crosses his forehead and his eyes are pinched. His lips thin to a tight line. Am I reading him right? Is he peeved everyoneâs here or with Fionaâs proprietary actions? I canât tell. Cans of drinks are opened and people sprawl around the vehicle for the music party. Somehow I stay near enough to Jason to end up in conversation. He and the boys talk sport. I know sport. We have interesting disagreements. Jason, Harry and I are Aussie rules fans but we all barrack for different teams. Damien and Sam are rugby league boys and also go for different teams. Jason and I both know a bit about rugby league, so the discussion is long and heated. Harry drifts off. Then Damien and Sam start talking together, which leaves Jason and I to go back to Aussie rules. âHow do you know so much about footy?â I shrug and give an exaggerated grin. âIâm from Melbourne. Itâs compulsory.â âBut itâs like you study it.â âI do. I can analyse a game as well as anyone. I know most of the rules, history, positions, plays.â I stop and laugh at myself. âIâm defensive, sorry. Iâm used to people criticising what I know.â âYou need to work with whatâs happening, Mac, and not go jumping to conclusions or making assumptions.â Something about the intensity of his words makes me think heâs talking about more than just football. I glance across the ground to where Fionaâs dancing wildly to a song. âThatâs exactly what Iâm talking about.â Jasonâs whisper growls displeasure. I look at him quickly before my gaze drops downwards. âSorry.â Does that mean heâs not with Fiona? A smile creeps across my lips. Happiness begins to bubble inside me. Thereâs no time for clarification. A lull in the guysâ conversation brings a huge silence. I canât ask more, someone might hear. âDamien, how come you guys got out of your walk so quickly? I thought you were saying twenty days?â