the friction of the tiny fishnet diamonds between my thighs as I walk toward our desks. Iâm pretty much wearing a swimsuit.
I watch his eyes drop to his planner, dark lashes making a half-moon shadow on his cheeks. He looks young, until he looks up and his eyes are a manâs, speculative and hard. My ankle wobbles.
âWowsers,â he drawls, and I watch his pencil make some kind of mark. âGot a hot date, Shortcake?â
âYes,â I lie automatically and he puts the pencil behind his ear, cynical.
âDo tell.â
I try to perch my butt nonchalantly on the edge of my desk. The glass is cold against the backs of my thighs. Itâs a dreadful mistake but I canât stand back up now, Iâll look like an idiot. We both stare at my legs.
I look down at my bright red heels and I can see faintly up my own dress, the tiles are polished so bright. I let my hair fall across my eye. If I focus on this stupid dress, I can forget how my brain wants him to lick me, bite me, undress me.
âWhatâs up?â For once his voice sounds normal. âWhatâs happened?â
I pick vaguely at an irregular diamond on my thigh. The dream is surely written all over my face. My cheeks are getting warm. Heâs wearing the cream shirt, soft and silky as the sheets inmy dream. My subconscious is a deviant. I try to make eye contact but chicken out and manage to saunter around to my chair. I wish I could saunter out of here, all the way home.
âHey.â He says it more sharply. âWhatâs up? Tell me.â
âI had a . . . dream.â I say it like someone might say, Grandmaâs dead. I sit down in my chair, pressing my knees together until the bones grind.
âDescribe this dream.â He has the pencil in his hand again and I am like a terrier watching the motion of a knife and fork. We start playing Word Tennis. Whoever canât think of a reply first loses.
âYour face has gone all red. All the way down your neck.â
âQuit looking at me.â Heâs correct, of course. This mirror-ball office confirms it.
âCanât. Youâre right in my line of vision.â
âWell, try.â
âItâs not often I see such an interesting choice of thigh-revealing attire in the workplace. In the HR manual for appropriate business attireââ
âYou canât take your eyes off my thighs long enough to consult the manual.â Itâs true. He looks at the floor but after a second the red sniper-dot from his eyes recommences at my ankle bone and slides up.
âI have it memorized.â
âThen youâll know that thighs are not an appropriate topic of conversation. If I get my polyester sack dress I guess youâll be kissing them good-bye.â
âI look forward to it. Getting the promotion, I mean. Not your thighsâ Never mind.â
âDream on, pervert.â I type in my password. The previous one expired. Now itâs DIE-JOSH-DIE! âItâs my job, not yours.â
âSo whoâs your date with?â
âA guy.â Iâll find one between now and the end of the workday. Iâll hire a guy if I have to. Iâll call a modeling agency and ask for the catch of the day. Heâll pick me up in a limo out front of B&G and Joshua will have egg on his face.
âWhat time is your date?â
âSeven,â I hazard.
âWhat location is your date?â He slowly makes a pencil mark. An X? A slash? I canât tell.
âYouâre very interested; why is that?â
âStudies have shown that if managers feign interest in their employeesâ personal lives it increases their morale and makes them feel valued. Iâm getting the practice in, before Iâm your boss.â His professional spiel is contradicted by the weird intensity in his eyes. Heâs truly captivated by all of this.
I give him my best withering look. âIâm meeting him
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