âLetâs get out of here,â he said.
Mole wouldnât be caught, so Jack had to give Jessie a piggyback all the way down the hill. They reached the bottom in time to help Jessieâs father drive the sheep along the road into the barn. They would be shearing the next day, he said, and it felt like rain. The fleeces had to be dry, so it was best to keep the sheep in overnight.
That evening the thunder rolled in from the sea and clattered around the island, and the rain fell hard and straight in huge drops that drummed incessantly on the tin roof of the kitchen. Inside, there was an unnatural silence over the supper table. Jessieâs mother and father werenât speaking. She looked from one to the other willing them to talk, but neither did. It was just as Jack had said, first the shouting, then the silences.
Jack ate his peanut butter sandwiches ravenously and scarcely looked up. He seemed all wrapped up inside himself. Jessie longed to talk to him about everything that had happened up on the Big Hill, but there was never an opportunity to be alone together. He went up to bed early, and Jessie was about to follow him upstairs when her father asked her to help him check the sheep. âTwo pairs of eyes are always better than one,â he said.
The sheep filled the barn from wall to wall. Every one of them was lying down, except for one in the corner. âI thought as much. Sheâs lambing. She shouldnât be, but she is. That old ram must have got out again,â he said. âSheâs only young. I think sheâll need a hand. Do you want to do it?â Jessie had never told her father that she didnât like doing it. It was all the slime and the blood; and worst of all, the possibility that the lamb might be dead. She pretended. She had always pretended, and she pretended again now. Her father knelt down, holding the sheep on her side. Jessie found the feet inside and felt for the head. The lamb was alive. She tugged and her hands slipped. The little black feet were sucked back inside. She tried again. The lamb came out at the third pull and lay there, steaming and exhausted, on the ground. They sat watching the ewe for a while as she licked over her lamb, her eyes wary.
âSomething the matter with Jack, is there?â her father asked suddenly.
âNot as far as I know. He canât find his lucky arrowhead, thatâs all.â
She had never before found it difficult to talk to her father, but then sheâd never before wanted to ask him about such a thing. She wanted to ask him outright: âAre you and Mum going to split up?â Then it occurred to her that maybe just by asking, just to speak of it, might make it more likely to happen.
âCome on, Jess,â he said, âwhatâs up?â
Luckily, there was something else troubling her, something she was longing to talk about to someone.
âI think Iâve seen a ghost, Dad.â
He looked down at her and laughed. âHave you been at my whisky, Jess?â
âCourse not.â
âYouâre serious, arenât you?â
âIâve seen her in my mirror, Dad, and I heard her up on the Big Hill. Then today, this afternoon, I saw her. I really saw her. Honest, up at the top of the Big Hill.â
âAt the top of the Big Hill, you say,â said her father, getting to his feet and brushing himself down. âNow thereâs a thing.â He smiled down at her and helped her. âDâyou know, Jess, you go on like this and youâll make a writer one day. All the best writers donât know where the truth begins or where it ends. Theyâre not liars at all, theyâre just dreamers. Nothing wrong with dreaming.â He pulled some straw out of her hair and let it fall to the ground. âAnd by the by, donât you worry about your mother and me. Itâs the Big Hill. Itâs only the Big Hill thatâs between us. Once the miningâs
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