know,â Polly replied, âI think Iâll give it a miss. Jet lag, you see. And building a house tomorrow â have to be strong, hey!â
âWell,â cautioned Kate, âI donât think you can give it a miss. Youâre on duty, Polly. Thatâs your job. Thatâs what youâre paid for. Thatâs why youâre here.â
Kate didnât tell her that it wouldnât be a problem for another teacher to stand in. She didnât tell her because she didnât want Polly not to go. She thought Polly ought not to be alone. Not on her first Saturday night in America. She hardly knew the girl, not properly. But she knew her well enough to see that loneliness was uncharted anathema to Polly Fenton. Kate cared.
So Miss Fenton went through the motions of being a teacher that night. She knew the film well, having seen it many times at university, and knew what to heckle and when to sing. But though she did so at all the opportune moments, gaining much admiration from the students in the process, there was no passion behind it and she felt no fun. She could have talked to Lorna, really she could. Really talked. Sheâd have liked that; Lorna too, hopefully. But she couldnât because it was so noisy. And she was on duty.
What is it, Polly? What, exactly, has unnerved you so?
It feels too far to be safe.
How do you mean?
Itâs new. Iâve never not been near him. Weâve rarely done things apart. âWhile the catâs awayâ, hey?
How about âabsence makes the heart grow fonderâ, surely?
More like âout of sight, out of mindâ. I must be losing mine. I donât know, do you know I just feel â uneasy. All of a sudden. I suppose I just presumed all to be so secure. After five years, you slip into an easy routine. Or is it complacency? Iâm not going to say âyesâ. Iâd better not. Not for a while.
Power game?
Safety net.
Fighting sleep, Polly forced images of Max to assault her instead. Max drunk. Max stoned. Max having a brilliant time without her. Max necking someone, tall and blonde. Maxâs mind being utterly devoid of Polly.
Sheâd never done this to herself before.
Sheâd never seen Max like that.
What are you doing, Fenton? Thatâs not Max â not Max at all.
Look what Sunday has brought â a breathtakingly beautiful morning. Polly slept well, eventually, and her fears that smiling would elude her entire stay have proven unfounded: she grins broadly at the morning. Dew covers the lawn in a sweeping kiss and the very tips of just one or two leaves on each maple tree wink a crimson preview to Polly. New England. Vermont. Fall. How lucky.
Trading Old for New.
âJust you wait,â says Kate, pushing a mug of erbal tea (most definitely no âhâ) into Pollyâs hands, âanother four weeks and man, youâll weep!â They sip and sigh awhile.
âAll set?â Kate asks.
âWonât I need a hammer?â asks Polly. Kate laughs and gives her a quick, spontaneous hug.
âNope!â she declares, âthatâs for the guys. You know there wonât be one nail or screw used, just oak pegs?â
How could Polly know? Sheâs never been to a house raising before.
Can a scent be deafening? Technically, probably not; grammatically, debatable too. However, it occurs to Polly, as she and Kate stride towards the site, that it is the most appropriate word to use.
The scent of pine is deafening.
Definitely; it is deafening and divine.
The pine, not yet seen, has been felled, planed and is ready to be made into a house.
From the right-hand fork at the end of Main Street, a small, well-maintained lane leads off it to the right. It continues severely up hill; over the petticoats and on to the very skirt of Mount Hubbardtons. Not that John Hubbardton was a cross-dresser, of course; itâs merely the price he must pay for having a mountain
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