react to that comment. âYouâre just having a bad dayâtrust me, I have lots of them. Things will get better.â
To her surprise, Claudia fixed her with a pleading look.
âPromise?â she said.
Robin swallowed hard and nodded. âYes. I promise.â
âItâs so easy to be optimistic when youâre not the one in danger,â Claudia said.
Robin had started to walk away, but now she stopped and looked back in alarm.
âDanger? What are you talking about?â
âNothing.â Claudia shook her head and quickly gathered up her books. âPlease just forget I said that.â
âYou canât protect Claudia ⦠no one can.â¦â
Parkerâs words came back with a jolt. What a stupid thing to say .⦠It doesnât even make any sense . Annoyed, Robin put one hand to her forehead as if she could rub the memory from her mind.
âHow can I forget,â Robin said slowly, âwhen you make it sound so mysterious?â
âI didnât mean to. I donât know why I said it. I wasnât thinking,â Claudia babbled. She stood up and stared as Robin reached slowly for her arm.
âCome on,â Robin said uneasily. âItâs getting really cold out here.â
âCold like the grave.â Claudia tilted her chin toward the gray, gray sky. âCold like death. Itâs natureâs way of preparing us to die, you know.â
Robin shuddered. She pulled her jacket tighter and shoved her hands into her pockets, surprised when Claudia began to follow her back toward the building.
For a long while neither girl spoke. Robin wished Claudia would say something more about herself, her house, her family, but to her dismay the other girl began to walk faster, passing Robin up. Robin sighed and concentrated on kicking leaves from her path. She didnât see Claudia come to an abrupt halt ahead of her, and by the time she looked up again, Claudia was reaching out to grab her by the shoulders.
âGod, Claudia, you scared me half toââ
âDo you believe in fate?â Claudia interrupted.
She leaned in close, her wide violet eyes only inches from Robinâs face. Robin frowned and tried to step back, but for all her delicateness, Claudiaâs grip was like steel.
âThings happening even when you do everything to keep them from happening?â Claudia went on, her voice breathless and urgent. âThings happening just because theyâre meant to, no matter what?â
Robin said nothing. She was still watching Claudiaâs eyes, the way they kept growing wider and wider with some terrible desperation ⦠some awful panic ⦠just like her motherâs eyes ⦠the eyes in the portrait â¦
âWhat is it?â Claudia whispered. Her hands tightened on Robinâs shoulders, and she gave her a rough shake, her voice rising in sudden alarm. âWhat is it, Robin? What do you see?â
âNothingâIââ
âDonât look at me like that!â Claudia cried. âDonât look at me!â
âClaudiaâcome back!â
But before Robin could move, Claudia turned and raced across the yard, leaving Robin to stare helplessly after.
I should be happy about this .
Robin stood outside the gates of Manorwood and looked bleakly through the iron bars. The wind had picked up just since sheâd left school, and the trees were groaning, bending low over the fence, reaching out to her with scraggly limbs like claws.
Go on in. Donât be such a coward .
She made herself angry when she acted like this. What did she have to be afraid of, anyway? Old Mr. Swanson had seemed to like her, and sheâd already met Claudia. All the preliminaries were out of the way now; all she had to do was get down to work.
So go on in. Whatâs stopping you?
A feeling, Robin decided.
That feeling again of something not quite right ⦠something hanging in the air
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